Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Friday, January 1, 2010

My New Year Gift

My end of the year & new year gift -- L5-S1 prolapse disc with annular tear.
  • Annular Tears are the commonest cause of minor sciatica or brachialgia, and are usually the result of trauma to the spine. Tears can be either radial or circumferential, and their natural history is that they usually spontaneously heal after 6 months. In a small proportion of people, the tears do not heal, and go on to become chronic.
  • They occur most commonly at C5/6 and C6/7 in the neck, and at L4/5 and L5/S1 in the low back.
  • Treatment consists of a series of epidural steroid injections (caudal, lumbar or cervical), or a nerve root block. Topically applied depot steroids (triamcinolone) help to reduce nerve root inflammation, and produce pain relief usually lasting 6 - 8 weeks per injection. Epidurals can produce significant pain relief allowing earlier rehabilitation and recovery. Chronic annular tears may be helped by Intra-discal Electro Thermal Annuloplasty (IDET)
Disc Prolapse
  • Disc Prolapses are caused by disruption of the posterior annulus, allowing the central nuclear material to prolapse into the epidural space. Depending on the position and size of the prolapse, there may be single or multiple spinal nerve root compression.
  • Some central prolapses can cause compression of the spinal cord producing a myelopathy, or compression of the sacral nerve roots producing bladder, bowel and sexual dysfunction. These, and therefore require urgent referral, investigation, and treatment to prevent permanent neurological damage (paralysis).
Treatment
  • Large disc prolapses which are causing severe leg weakness and / or bladder and bowel dysfunction require an urgent surgical referral for Spinal Decompression. Permanent leg weakness and incontinence can occur when treatment for this problem is delayed.
  • Smaller disc prolapses which are not producing major leg weakness or bladder involvement can be managed conservatively with a series of Epidural Injections and active rehabilitation

- 2 minggu kene constipation !
- pegi GP, GP kate buah pinggang i bengkak sebab tak pegi toilet. Bagi ubat, telan sampai habis..tak jugak pegi toilet! suke ati je cakap something wrong with my buah pinggang- bengong betul !
- pegi ER, dah siap siap nak X-ray..tak jadi sbb Doc takut pregnant! balik rumah balik...malam merana tak boleh tido!
-next day dapat jumpa specialist terus buat test pregnancy. Confirmed takde pun! terus x-ray and MRI.
- haa...ambik tgk tgk dapat hadiah ni - L5-S1 prolapse disc with annular tear. Patut la sakit yang amat...especially malam. Harusla tak tido lena.
- masuk OT terus, cucuk dgn epidural steroid!
- first nite kat hospital, tak bole tido...berpeluh gile bagai. Hubby menggeletar kesejukan.
- nasib baik tak sambut new year kat hospital!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Hanya Kerana...

The only reason why i love this house....
i can watch watch fireworks with no crowds....
dan melihat bulan pergi sewaktu subuh tiba....
terpaku menghayati kabus pagi....." pagi yang gelap..."

Awww... i'm going to miss all these soon....

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Tak Faham...

Serious tak faham...Christmas & New Year, orang bangsa kita yang sambut terlebih. Bukan setakat sambut jer, siap tonggang arak tak hingat punyer. Bangga pulak tu. Maybe, me yang sensitip terlebih and my social life is not that great. Tah..cam rase meluat jer tengok perangai sorang-sorang ni yang memegang status melayu.Mabuk sakan tak ingat dunia. Lebih dari orang yang sambut Christmas.

Terkejut, serious terkejut tengok perangai kawanku sorang ni. Ape dah jadi dekat dia tah. I just managed to get in touch with her recently, used to be in the same school back then. Tak sangka la life dia now macam tu. Hmm....just hope one day, dia berubah. Party sakan, hidup tak kemana pun. Sedih la someone that you know hidup macam ni : (
Gambar sekadar hiasan

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Hentikan Segera

Hentikanlah projek pembinaan di lereng bukit. Apa lagi yang nak ditunggu-tunggukan lagi. Tak cukup ke lagi dengan 2 kejadian tanah runtuh. Sampai bile lagi diaorang yang tak bertanggung jawab ni nak tunggu. All that they can think of...kaut keuntungan tapi tak fikir nyawa orang yang tak bersalah yang menjadi mangsa.

Honestly, rasa takut and ngeri bila baca online news tadi. I got to know about ape yang berlaku dekat bukit antarabangsa tu pun because of Yaya's status on facebook. Semoga mangsa-mangsa tanah runtuh ini tabah dengan dugaan yang menimpa ke atas mereka. Bila dah jadi macam ni, baru ade suara-suara dari " pihak berkuasa " nak menyatakan pendapat dan arahan agar projek pembinaan perumahan di lereng bukit dihentikan. Don't you think it's too late already?...entahlah...kita tunggu dan lihat....



Pictures from The Star Online.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Di sini ku berada.....

Semuanya baru..totally new for me and i am glad that i am no longer in so called " Fake People " group. Di sini bermulanya hari baru ku....

Early morning...my view, menghirup udara pagi ku and i can see my ex- office from here so clear....
& apabila ku memandang ke belakang....this what i can see....inilah tempat ku mencari rezeki sekarang.....so far so good.

this is what i can see at the entrance....pandangan pertamaku apabila ku keluar dari basement car park.....
dan apabila ku melihat lebih tinggi......

tempat mereka menghirup teh tarik pagi & di sini jugak tempat ku bertemu dgn kawan-kawan ku ( i mean my ex-bosses ) dari syarikat minyak the other day! ooo.....i don't buy my teh tarik here....so cekik duit :(
perjalanan ke office ku...buat sementara..untill bila? itu ku tidak pasti.....

hydrotherapy pool..oh i've not been here actually...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sabar

Rindu jugak dekat dorang berdua ni. Please stop crying guys. I've gone through that moment as well, can't sleep at night, rase nak menjerit sometimes. Kalau difikirkan boleh jadi giler. I know you guys won't be long there as well. All i can say right now is just sabar banyak-banyak. Hopefully, masanya akan tibe jua..tidak lame lagi mungkin. What ever it is, just dengar dan jangan dilayan...tiada gunenyer. Soon, u guys akan meninggalkan mereka semua jua...

Hopefully, you guys won't change. Please stay the same. Don't be like them....please! Tiada gunenyer bergaduh dengan mereka ni, don't put yourself as low as them. At this moment, all i can do for you guys is...just pray. Please..be REAL....my friends. Missed you guys so much....

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I'm Happy!

I am so happy! senyum lebar sampai ke telinga :) Alhamdullillah.....i just received the good news and I'm glad. Bersyukur tak terkata, doaku di makbulkan. Pray for me.....hopefully semuanya berjalan lancar. Hopefully, no more tears for me at night and hoping that i will have the sweetest dream ever tonight. Bersyukur tak terhingga ke atas kurniaannya. Thank you Mak , thank you my hati manis for all your prayers. I really appreciate it.
This pumpkin is happy now.....finally....

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I'm Lucky!

Too bad....i am so in love with this song....lalalala...so beautiful! Yes, i am lucky! too have my hati manis, my lovely family and my sweetest friends with me...all the time. Really appreciate it : )

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Jason collaborates with Colbie in LUCKY






Tuesday, October 7, 2008

SEPI

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

Woo.. sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam....


Saturday, April 12, 2008

" Out of Breath "


Life goes on....

Inside of Me

Something
" And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
this confusion, constant
hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being
that I envision, yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-
or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Something
that I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of myself
and all I have to hide. "

I am sad.....
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