Sakit Perut

We had dinner last night at KDE. The crowd was so-so. Saturday night so maybe orang busy with AF that night, that's what my dad sad. Haha...but to me personally i think, KDE is running down from doing business. Food pun lousy. Tempat tu pun dah malap jer i tgk. Cam ala-ala dah tua gitu. I think mostly yang datang sini pun are members only. Nak makan kat sini, to me tak payahlah....buffet dia teruk giler! Unless you nak makan Chinese Food, boleh la makan kat Tai Thong Restaurant, if i am not mistaken. Tu jer yang i rase ok.

My dad wanted to have dinner with his family, so everybody was there..except my big sister. Can't remember mane dia pegi that night. My dad wanted to have BBQ and steamboat for dinner, kenela dgn weather that night...sejuk coz hujan since siang tak henti-henti. Decided to have it kat KDE since that's the nearest place to go from our house. My dad ni kinda malas type of person nak drive jauh-jauh malam- malam ni since he is not too familiar with KL roads ( yelar, siang-siang ade drebar bawak, hehe ) unless his daughter willing to drive, then we can merayau jauh-jauh. Anyway, KDE is located at Taman Tun Abdul Razak ( TAR ), Ampang Jaya and it is within 10 minutes drive from our place, tu yang pi makan kat situ tu. I didn't know that he planned to have BBQ and steamboats for dinner. Or else i will arrange to go to Tupai-tupai since they have BBQ buffet lately ni. Dah last minute, baru my mum called and told us nak pegi KDE. Oklah, ayah nak belanja...so nothing much we can say about it anyway.

But, seriously...tak banyak choice kat situ. It's BBQ steamboat buffet but everything dah dimasakkan. Not like before, you can choose what you want and you can bakar or masak sendiri. Which we prefer that. Ni, boring gile. Food pun kinda sejuk, sesejuk cuaca malam tu. Hehe, the steamboat that they have...hanyalah few choices of yong tau fu kinda things, yang u ambik and tuangkan kuah dalam tu. What the heck!!! Ayah siap cakap lagi, kalau nak makan macam ni baik makan Yong tau fu ampang point tu lagi sedap. Hehehehe.....we all senyap jerlah, since dia yang nak pegi situ. Bosan! Harga buffet dia mak datuk....gile mahal dgn ape yang dia served kita. Tak berbaloi langsung. Might as well we go to seafood terminal ( oh! gile best ! ) or Tupai-tupai which is much-much more cheaper. Gile tak gune punyer KDE!

And the next EARLY MORNING, you know what? we all kene diarrhoea. Tak hingat punye sakit perut! Menyirap sungguh, mane tak nyer, pagi-pagi buta dah bertapa dalam toilet. Dah hujan and angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa, tido lagi baik. Sakit perut tak ingat sampai nak pitam rase! I am pretty sure that makanan yang dok melantak malam semalam yang buat sakit perut macam nak pecah ni. Coz i remember i didn't take lunch earlier. I called my mum, and she told me that my 2 sisters ( yan & adha ) also kene. Sah!!! My hati manis and my parents tak kene. Normally, bende-bende macam ni my hati manis yang paling sensitive. Rupa-rupanye, the 3 of them tak makan ayam last night, the rest bende yang we all "tala" semuanye same except they didn't take ayam. Hampeh punye KDE either ayam tu tak bersih or tak cukup masak. Hangin tul....!!! Penat visit toilet umah ni every single hours. So, KDE ( Duyung Restaurant ) jangan harap i'm going to visit your place for the next one year!!!

ayam yang kureng asam!

at first, ingatkan kupang tu yang bersalah! Cian dia!

" Out of Breath "

Life goes on....

Inside of Me

Something

" And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -
this confusion, constant
hunger for something more than this
I strive to find this being
that I envision, yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-
or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Something
that I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of myself
and all I have to hide. "

I am sad.....

Khasiat Peluk Isteri

Just wanna share with you guys, i received this e-mail from my Hati Manis ( takde keje ler tu kat office ) heheheh...So husbands out there, ade wifey yg chubby-chubby tu ...peluk lah bini mu 24 jam. Kui Kui Kui....kalau tak kurus gak, tak taula. Don't blame me!

KHASIAT PELUK ISTERI (UNTUK YG DAH BERKAHWIN..YG BELUM KENA CEPAT2 KAHWIN)

Seorang suami yang memeluk isterinya untuk sekurang-kurangnya 10 saat
setiap pagi akan panjang umurnya lima tahun.

Pakar motivasi Datuk Dr Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah berkata, "Fakta berdasarkan
kajian oleh seorang pakar di Jerman mengenai hubungan antara sentuhan dan
tahap kesihatan, seseorang itu boleh panjang umur jika memeluk isterinya
setiap hari kerana pelukan dan sentuhan boleh menyebabkan tubuh manusia
mengeluarkan pelbagai hormon termasuk endorfin yang baik untuk kesihatan
tubuh.

Bagaimanapun, sebagai seorang Islam kita tidak harus lupa ajal dan maut
terletak di tangan Allah", katanya ketika memberi syarahan bertajuk
Perkahwinan dan Seks : Penawar dan Rawatan bagi Banyak Penyakit di
Persidangan Ketiga Perubatan Daripada Perpektif Islam anjuran Pusat
Perubatan Universiti Malaya di Hotel Sheraton Subang baru-baru ini.

Hormon endorfin adalah sejenis bahan kimia semula jadi yang bertindak
sebagai penahan sakit dan mengurangkan keresahan. Jelasnya, selain
mempunyai kesan positif dari segi saintifik dan kesihatan sentuhan, pelukan
dan gurau senda antara suami dan isteri juga merupakan sunah Rasulullah
s.a.w. Tambah beliau, ada kajian di Amerika Syarikat (AS) juga mendapati
pelukan suami dapat mengurangkan tahap kolestrol dan meningkatkan kesihatan
isteri.

"Oleh itu, suami yang inginkan isterinya menurunkan berat badan digalakkan
peluk isterinya lebih kerap," katanya disambut dengan gelak ketawa oleh
peserta persidangan itu.

Jelas beliau, hubungan seks dalam penuh rasa kasih sayang juga dapat
membantu pasangan untuk awet muda dan berterampilan menarik. "Wanita yang
mempunyai kehidupan seks yang baik dan bahagia akan lebih cenderung untuk
menghiasi diri," kata Fadzilah.

Rindunyeer...

Rindu...yes! but no regrets! Dah 2months since i left my previous company ( XOM ). Somehow, kinda miss that place..my friends, my buddies, my workload, my room yang wangi, my PC, xom's cafe..everything about my previous office but not my boss..hahaha! Jahat giler. Hey, i have my own reason for that, ok!

Currently my life memang boring giler. Nothing much to do, just occupied myself with the house chores. I have couple more days to go for me to experience the new working environment. Wondering....macam mane lah agaknyer rupe and character my new officemate nanti. Hopping for the best, i guess. I am supposed to start work on the 1st of April, but since office tu tak siap lagi ( currently is under renovation ) so they have to postponed my start date. Oklah, more time to relax. Tapi boringnyer dah ketahap dewa!

Arghh... yes right now i miss my buddies in XOM so much. Rindu makan breakfast dgn dorang, having lunch with them and even rindu shopping with them especially bile Isetan sale!. Ni la masalahnyer bile office berjirankan dengan shopping complex. Tak boleh ade duit skit, ade jer bende nak beli. Ade jer activity we all nak buat. Early in the morning before i reach the office, my buddy dah call. Asking about breakfast. Hehehe..mane tak bulat, makan jer keje. We'll tapau nasi lemak from outside and makan ramai2 kat pantry. Oh yar! i miss my old pantry too. Our pantry tak up-to-date macam other dept. but still ...we can have our breakfast beramai-ramai and bising like having some kind of kenduri!! Best ooo...

By 10am, normally charveen or zetty will msg. asking for lunch. Less than 2 hours dah lapar balik. Terukkan. Yeah...most of us kinda busy and banyak keje. In order for us to release the stress....we all dok fikir pasal makan and that will make us happy. Ishhh...buruknyer perangai! Not only breakfast, we have lunch, tea time and dinner , sometimes since we all balik lambat! Ok...ok...can you see the reason why i miss them so much. Oh yar! i miss mummy Zah too... miss her chocolates, nuts and even cookies in her room. So, whenever we need something to munch, kak zah's room will be the best place to go....semua pun ade!

Zetty- you wanna talk about IR, you can go and see her! My lunch partner! She's the driver as well. hehehe windu ooo naik keta dia!

Charveen - GSF!GSF! GSF expert! Everyday ade telecon. Addicted to nasi lemak, my breakfast buddy most of the time other than Zetty. Not only nasi lemak, she can't live without her hand phone too. Smsin' most of the time. Haiyoo...so busy arr babe!

Jenn - Hot mama! a shoulder to cry on, always there for me and also zetty. Tempat mengadu...having problems? we will go to her room and meluahkan rase segala hati. Not only that, nangis tak malu pun we all buat kat depan dia! She's the Miss creative in our department. You need to send flowers? she can do it for you...! Miss yar hot mama!

Mummy Zah - like a mother to us in the office! and tidbits supplier to us as well. Her age is almost the same like my mum. She'll be the mother to us in the office. Other than Jenn, we will mengadu to her like anak to mak. Heeheh...thanks kak zah for your advice. Oh yar! kak zah also is our lunch partner and the last person to leave the office at night...in fact , everyday!

That's it! i should arrange some time to have lunch with them. Wondering macam mane lah they all now kat office. We should meet up and gossiping about what's hot and what's not in XOM. Hahaha...really missed that! wey...u guys remember me or not? hehe..tak malu!

My Sunday Nite

Arghhhh!!! Ghost dah habis!!! I suke giler citer ni. Thumbs up for our local production! Citer-citer macam ni lah kite nak. Bukan like normal citer cintan cintun or citer berebut harta tu. Muak dah tgk. citer-citer macam tu. Not bad la Naz and Cheryl Samad berlakon. Good Job! To me, 8tv selalu tunjuk drama from local productions yang boleh tahan best. Like KAMI....but citer ni habis or sangkut sekerat jalan jer. Dunno kenape hang macam tu jer. Takut jugak sangkut because of jalan cerita dia. Taulah kat Malaysia ni , banyak sangat sekatan. Semua kene ikut garis panduan.

Now, my Sunday nite is empty without Ghost kat 8tv. Tak tau nak tengok ape. Boringgg....yelah me takde Astro kat umah ni,so not much choice ler. What to do, slagi we all tak beli the new kotak hitam ni ( TV ), so no Astro will be installed. TV ni pun kureng asam skit, bile cucuk cable lelebih skit, mule ler jadi black and white....annoying and buat sakit mate jer. Well kotak hitam ni pun dah berkurun, my dad yang bagi. Slagi boleh pakai, pakai jer lah...save duit dari beli baru! Banyak berjasa kat my hati manis and me kotak hitam ni!

Back to Ghost...harap2 lepas ni they all sambung balik la citer KAMI tu since GHOST dah habis. isk..isk...sedih la pulak. Anyway, still remember when i told my mum to watch GHOST, she said " ishh...tak naklah...takut". Tah ape- apelah, tgk title dia jer dah takut ingat citer hantu. Rugi woo sape tak follow citer ni. Daripada tengok Janji Diana yang berkurun-kurun takde ending tu buat ape! takde pekdahnyer! heheheh sorry ...terkutul pulak!!! Thumbs up GHOST!!

Best friend : dua-dua pun mati

Get a life!

First of all, totally sorry kalau ade sesape yg bace this particular topic that i wrote...menyakitkan or menyinggung hati sesiapa. Didn't mean to hurt anyone in particular and if you don't like it, move on and don't read it.

Honestly, i have nothing against anyone so called anak dare tua or known as andartu. But honestly, i have relative yg pegang status ni and she is so not young ok. Orang kate dah pencen. Banyak-banyak kanlah beribadah daripada mengacau family orang.

Seriously, i tak faham what's wrong with her! I totally bengang with her attitude yang tak pernah berubah. I seriously thought that she would changed after we lost someone in our family recently. But, too bad no pengajaran at all to her. Damn you!

She seriously had nothing to do except memecah belahkan keluarga orang. Bayangkan, she can like pegi satu rumah and citer buruk about other family members. And pegi lagi satu rumah, citer pasal another family members pulak. Boleh pikir pulak that she's trying to tell people about the truth yang kononnyer dia tau. What the heck!!! Buat-buat muke innocent pulak tu mase bercerita. Seriously, we tried to kesian kat dia ni, tapi dia sendiri tak pernah nak kesiankan diri sendiri. Bila nak berubah pun tak taulah. Dah tua-tua ni bukan ingat nak cari pahala, but sibuk nak buat dosa. Dia ni memang nak kene ajar...tak tau ker memfitnah itu lagi teruk dari membunuh!!! Yelah mane tak nyer, iman tak kuat...boleh hancur rumah tangga orang! Damn!

Dah kutuk-kutuk, buat cerita..lepas tu tak mengaku. Buat muke bodoh jer! I did sound her and you know what she replied to me? " Aku cakapkan aje, aku tak nak subahat.." kepala hangguk dia. What she thinks she's too good nak nasihatkan kat orang. Come on lah, you don't have your own family to take care and yet nak ajar orang macam mana nak jaga keluarga. What the heck! Cube perangai tu baik, sure at this age pun maybe ade orang nak buat dia jadi bini. Ni tak, from luaran pun orang dah tau hati busuk dia tu macam mane. Kan dah yours truly dah menyumpah. Seriously, bengang giler dgn makcik ni!!!!

Dahlah tu, ade hati nak mengajar anak-anak orang. Konon concern, yeah shit you! Nak nasihatkan anak-anak orang and buat citer macam-macam. Ape ingat orang tak tau ker perangai dia mude-mude dulu macam mana. Kalau dah berubah and balik ke pangkal jalan and nak nasihatkan orang tu fahamlah, definitely orang boleh terima, ni tak ...sembahyang 5 waktu pun belum tentu cukup. Sibuk nak memperbetulkan anak orang. Diri sendiri tu ingat babe.

Memang boleh porak-peranda lah keluarga kalau dengar cakap dia ni. Datang umah 10 minutes pun dah boleh jadi kacau bilau. When i told my husband about her, my hati manis said " she never taste the joys of s**! hahaha tu yang jadi macam tu, takde bende lain nak buat!. IShh...i know i shouldn't kutuk orang-orang macam ni since i still have sisters yang still single and we wouldn't know our future and me myself pun takut if i have daughters nanti macam mane. But, come on lah, tak salah if you are not married or what ever status that you hold....but make sure hati and perangai tu jage. Jangan buat orang pandang hina kat kite. Kalau hati and attitude tu baik, macam mane buruk pun rupa kite orang tetap sayang and kesian kat kite. I am sure no matter what happen to you, mesti ade orang nak tolong. Ni perangai macam ni, dah tua esok sape nak tolong jage. Fikir sepuluh kali pun orang tak nak! I hate, hate, hate her! Change!

Hujan

I love Hujan, suke bau hujan, bau lepas hujan, sejukk...everything about hujan..i like. But hari mendung dan sejuk macam ni membuatkan rase nak nak tido memanjang. Malas ! yeah, that's the word. I have so many things in my head that i planned to do. But, hujan pun turun...so what happen to me ? tarik selimut and tido! there goes all my plans. Damn! i need to go back to work. Yes, i need rest but not duduk rumah for too long. Bosan! My mind jadik lembab, malas and segala-galanyer lah! Ok, another one more week to go ...then i will be working again! I missed that somehow?! Anyhows, nanti dah keje ..bila hari hujan turun ..sure dalam hati berdetik " kan best kalau hujan-hujan macam ni i kat rumah, sure boleh tido ". Dang! tah ape-ape lah!

" Biarkan hujan selalu menjadi sahabat

Pelipur luka yang tak lerai

Menemani setiap himpitan sepi

Bukankah hujan telah berikrar

Akan selalu datang

Pada setiap lukaku yang datang menyerang

Mungkin hujan

Telah berikrar padaku

Untuk setia menemani

Kesendirianku "

10 months!

Dah 10 bulan we all kawin. Alhamdullillah, so far so good. Thank god i have him as my partner in crime hehe.. i mean in life. He is such a simple person, tak cerewet. Harap keadaan ni akan berterusan la. I know i cannot predict my future.

Even though we have been coupled for almost ten years, but since kawin ni...we are still trying to get to know each other better. Kene tau ape habit dia kat rumah, dia makan kul brape, tido kul brape all those silly stuff la!. Bukan senang ooi nak jadik bini orang ni. Dulu time couple leh ler nak ikut marah kite jer, tapi now kene blaja control. Nasib baik la my " hati manis " ( my husband ) ni tak banyak citer. Normally dia ikutkan aje my kerenah. Ngadekan? Senang citer, dia malas nak layan!

But so far, no sign of me getting pregnant. Hmm...sedih pun ade gak. Maybe takde rezeki lagi. Now pun keadaan tak mengizinkan. Tunggulah i start my new job with my new pay ( wink*wink* ) everything dah settle down , insyaallah ade lah rezeki kitaorang agaknyer. Our condition right now tak mengizinkan agaknyer, and not only that...maybe mentally and emotionally not ready kot. But me and hati manis tak kisah, anytime ade rezeki ...we all terima. Penat oo bile orang tanye " bile nak dapat baby ni?" siap nasihat " mude-mude ni patut beranak cepat". Oiii , cakap senang ! Ingat we all ni takde keje lain ker nak dok buat anak jer ! Hampeh tul!

Anyway, what ever it is....i am glad that both of us managed to be husband & wife. Ok ker tak...tu hanye we all aje yang tau and biarlah we all jer yang kemudi our own ship. Harap-harap tak karam la...harungi badai di tgh lautan tu kire biasaler. Ish... simpang malaikat 44!

My Hati manis ni senang , janji kat umah dia boleh sibuk dgn WoW dia cukup ar. Tak makan, tak minum , tak tido pun takpe. Janji dia boleh WoW dia 24 hours! Yang merana i jugak...mati kutu tak tau nak buat ape! Kalau banyak duit boleh gak kluar shopping. Takpe-takpe....tak lame jer lagi boleh cover balik mase-mase shopping yang terlepas tu!

No matter what ~ I Love you hati manis ! Happy 10 months!!! Mmmuahhhs!

Us : from this moment..030607

Silly me!

Yeah, how silly i am. Sibuk-sibuk konon nak tukar or more like menchantekkan blog ni with new template...tup ..tup...terdelete. Haampehh!!! And somehow i tried to re-use my previous blog address tak boleh. Sengal btul! Make , terjadilah my new blog...which is this one! When i told my husband about this...kene pot pet dgn. He said, i tak bace ape-ape before take any action. Yeah..yeah... i know. As i said , i am so silly. Tulah my husband suke sangat call me silly girl. Kan dh jadi macam ni! Dang!